Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Never ending story!
Ok I'm so sick of being broke, I'm not just broke, I'm like broke broke. Its like one of those 2 steps forward 19 steps back kinda deals. When things seem to start to look like I'm moving forward something makes me look back and then I realize I'm right back to where I started, I have no idea if that makes sense basically to sum it up its like I'm fighting an uphill battle. I made a lot of my choices hoping to do something with my life something at all well lately within the last 2 years. I'm starting school, well I did everything I was supposed to do, I have grants that are going to help pay for school, I enrolled, I even went to the orientation... Well come to find out they enrolled me in the wrong year and so I have to re-enroll...I mean it seems like things don't ever go right for me I'm really getting sick of it. I changed me job even I took a pay cut, I have a car I cant afford now, I go sometimes with $14 to last me 2 weeks I have shitty credit we can thank my ex for that, and I also blame myself for being sooooo stupid as to believe the "I'll pay you back" or "you get it this time I'll get it next time" this is the one i love the most "put it on your credit ill give you the money for it later" bull... I've been so stupid with my choices in the past, I wish I could change a lot of things in my past... I'm learning a lot of lessons but I always have been... I have never had it easy not even as a little girl growing up, I may even share that if this whole blogging thing works out for me...
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